Sometimes, I wonder what would happen if I waltzed into the river when the waters dance with polar whitecaps. Watching ghosts replay the night I see myself in a trance, a dead gaze treading barefoot to the empty dock loose shirt and stripped pajamas eyes closed silently counting. One leg is swallowed into the blue the other follows. Kissing chills seep into my shorn armor and lap into my openings. "I am selfish," the water records my last words Floating, a feeling once reserved for bliss exchanged for an eternal abyss "I am selfish" I pray, falling asleep under cloudless skies Darkness closes then I am blind.
They said they found her blue on the sandy broken shore. The oyster kissed girl, open brown eyes ***** hair laid wildly with the grains. Palms and lips, cruel and cerulean. They say, "She was bright," a starless night. "Had she stayed, she could've moved mountains with all her might." "But she prayed for God to take her away, no more waking up to see another day."