Positive vibes clashing with mine
I know the next step: take it as a sign

Generous as ever, patience galore
It'll take me a while to open that door
To believe in myself and believe i am free
To do what I want, and change what I see.

**** off the negativity that's plaguing my life
It's time for me to put down the knife
And stop believing that in the end
I can go through life and play pretend.

I'm a good person, though my self worth is not there
I have to build it up to where I believe I can care
For everything I do and say to myself
Put it in a box and shove it back on the shelf
I'm trying my hardest to write this out
Pull myself out of the dark and lighten the route
Because at the end of the day I'm stuck with myself and my mind
I have to remember that there's still more to find.