My head's against this white wall that is no longer white It's been dirtied and stained, just like my own ****** life And on it I see the cracks Of the trauma from the past Wonder if the ones who did it would have the nerve to say Why they even tried, these scars can never fade away If you've been listening and have any sense at all You could probably tell that I'm not talking 'bout the wall But I'll just let it all play out and watch the whole thing fall I'm sick of living like this, I'm sick of being forced to crawl