I always expect the worse, especially when I know it'll hurt. Always putting in the work. Insecure thoughts will follow me til I'm six feet below the dirt. I need to figure myself out. Always fighting and filled with doubt. I still never get a clue. I'll push myself to see it through. But being attractive to someone increases my pressure. I beg for advice but get a pointless story with a lecture
People have been so cold, double tapped trends is their gold. Communications poor and blank selfies so old.
Always afraid of what to say, anxiety is so common but I'm just trying to make it through the day.
I'll always expect the worse, hopefully when it happens I wouldn't be badly hurt.