I finally broke down today In front of them She told me to just Pretend to be happy Even when I’m not I can’t keep pretending Not now Not ever again She planted the seed That grew inside me Making me sad And scared I may get taken away I don’t really care The only thing I’m scared of Is losing my brothers And my friends Because if they take me I might not see any of them for a while And there wouldn’t be anything Keeping me from harming Anyone Because I feel way Too alone But it doesn’t matter Cause nobody really cares do they They all just want me To pretend