When you think you have it all figured out, but then everything starts to fall apart all over again. Having a mental break down can’t even hold my composure. Losing more than I’m gaining. Been through enough pain and heartache.  No escape from this darkness,the devil is surrounding but god is controlling. It’s a constant battle between my peace and suffering. I can’t seem to catch a breath. I’m confused, lost trying to find the right path.Every route I took lead me to the wrong direction. Stuck between moving on and letting go. God give me the peace of mind.clear my view causing my distractions. I need you more than ever.