I don't know what you saw about death But you always wanted it I came to see you in the chamber of rest I walked in the room and saw was your fore head and part of your hair at that point I could not breath. Please tell me this isn't real, let it be a mistake.. It can't be my Rachel! I Walked further in, it's silent I'm silent your silent. I looked at you I thought so this is what death looks like. It's nothingness You were decomposing and I hated you looking like that, I hate death and what it dose. I hated that you couldn't look at me, you didn't smile, you didn't speak you didn't ask for a hug, All you did was be Dead... I held your hand I wanted to speak but I couldn't I really just wanted to say I LOVE YOU! I didn't get much time and I was told I had to leave I felt heavy agony I didn't want to leave! I don't want to leave my sister I don't want to leave her alone I don't want to abandon her I want to see her wake up I want to be with her forever I want us to be us.. I want to hold her hand and make it warm. I hope you happy now this is what you wanted right? And I know you will never the person how laughs and sings the funny cheeky girl I remember but in my heart you will always be my twin!