once again: there isn't really anything to write about: once upon a time: in those c'est la vie days of yore - where people could have their spontaneous elevations of grandeur and sophistication - or a complete lack of it... whichever whatever... it was somehow a duty to write a doodle of rat-scuttling imitation: not some grand fictive escapism - but this little bit of nuance here... this little bit of nuance "there"... fine fine, fine... in the days of c'est la vie... hell: it's not like we're going to revise the original thirst of science: science as an adventure as primordial as rock star thrilling - like discovering new elements: marie curie and polon and radon - it just seems when chemistry has exhausted its quest: the two sciences either side of it: biology and physics have become... science fiction or... a... debate... i want to stress that last word with a dryness - biology as some variation of darwinism - this quest of: forever in theory but never in polite society a practice - or otherwise post-theory and so otherwise: merely talk of weather can be more entertaining - when science was adventurous: when it was tinged with the alchemical - somehow you could weave in a momentary lapse of: the desired outcome with some linguistic mini side projects... like ☿... mercury - then again: jupiter - ♃ - extending the prospect of 4... ♅ that belongs to... SHA... cyrillic - ш - and of course ♆ and phi - - but how isn't one to behave on-and-off like a solipsist these days... it's impossible to write anything when so many people are not living their very own... but when **** good pop comes along i just want to get out of bed... miley cyrus' midnight sky teasing at something that could have come from a tina turner repertoire... revisiting the 1980s... it's a song and i feel myself immersed in that moment of stepping out from the underground while heading to camden town... teasing at the same sort of "hopes" as: foster the people's sit next to me... or LP's - girls go wild... king rat pretending to scuttle this little me and my d.j. side-project: ha ha... i sobered up watching le mans '66 and couldn't believe that: there's this now: while there was also: that, then... i drank too much water and vomited while taking a shower... seances of a pedestrian executions of: out-of-every-instance: an insistence - my definition of existence... the best pop in: towing a town along a great breach of desirable plumbing work-arounds... that science these days is this rigid statistical beast: that anything new is so niche add-on specific and hardly a thrilling escapade... a pop song can: change a life of not anticipating a white noise interlude prior to noon in an instant... which is kept... what it would feel: best kept secret is to froth at the value of feelings that can be mastered - in this current currency of fudge-packaging of thought: from the on-high onslaught of a morbid ms. mundane about: i put on my sunglasses anticipating white light from the old mythology of the bomb not dropped for collateral rummagings of stat... lips tied to a bottle... and an arrow shot at a cloud... something breezy something easily-come-by a negation of everything except a revisiting of spontaneity - contorts in cubism: that someone somewhere is somehow playing 4D chess... because the admiration and skewed rhetoric is just this now and there was a hunger... me and my filter complications... sieving a readership thank god: that there is no automatic picking up of a tabloid newspaper like: sitting on a toilet and nothing is missing: perhaps beside the ******* to leech on a hatrick on the throne of thrones... it's so comforting that you only eed to keep a cat and wait for it to trigger a process of petting... when it wants to be petted while you can ignore it: for the best part: cactus sire... best kept in the dark like some ******* mushroom... hardly thought projects with solipsism as base and side project of so many people... come 00:00... a divine adieu that will also whisper: come tomorrow and every branch of my little defeatism - a life a tree which will never come around a shorthand of a crucifix. dangling pseudo-apple: corpus christi - well yes: a pristine revamp of the old testament... a genius at work... otherwise really? see words with hieroglyphic clarity - now that i might overload on emoticon saturation?