Life's roadmaps blocked by bottles, we learn to throw them behind when we hit full throttle
How we began the day becomes a direct reflection on how it ends, Liquid courage for a Saturday night fight
With a devils tongue we speak loosely of others when our own soul is what we should coddle
Dig that early grave, flesh dissolves in alcohol, from a park bench or jetliner low living kills outright
Living is heavy but we add more weight as it is lightened with liquid, even the strongest fortresses fall with a weak foundation
Muddled is a bartender's term not a lifestyle, with foggy vision life can never be seen as bright
Uncaring not conforming easier to follow when our eyes are hollow, blitzed behavior accepted as a savior, predators' prey without invitation
Forever we roam as if all alone, body and mind now nothing more than an empty shirt
Illusion often an allusion harder to find answers when lost in delusion, what happens when we are unaware of the question
Sometimes jukeboxes ring with that black sound, empty rooms holds the smell of death, it enters our souls as we become less alert
Born with thirst it is appealing at first, slowly for a few evolving into a curse, quenched in gallons or by the drop a glass becomes a weapon R.C.
This was written for my own sobriety birthday,Helped along by hearing my own SOBRIETY SONG list :) I have come to see and live this as process more as evolution of myself,rather than just holding back some unknown demon. and is how I came to say "PEACE TAKES PRACTICE" I appreciate your reading ,comments are helpful . Rick