Glad to have you here tonight
Holding me tight with a knife
stuck in my head filled with fright
You ever have that feeling that you're being watched?
Seeking around every corner waiting to be caught?
I hear those words come out of your mouth.
Slowly.
Softly.
Now your not there
wondering where you are
Looking up at the stars
hoping that you aren't that far
You say,
"I see you, why can't you see me?"
I wish I could have found you that day.
Maybe I wouldn't have been too late
Is it my fault that you had that fate?
Could I have changed it?
Everything is happening so fast..
I start to bleed
arms are getting weak.
Seeing you there makings me wanna stay in the heat
My eyes close as I eat
Only remembering red marks on the wall
all of a sudden..
I'm here to fall.
I wake up and you're still not there
Looking at myself and my hair
Realizing-
You we're never there.
Now,
I'm stuck in a bed
Knowing this isn't fair
Banging my head
until I see a needle an thread.
Now it's all in my head