Everyone says this is wrong.
Everyone says i shouldnt do this Because of the history you have with my mom.
Everyone says i am wrong for it
But if its wrong then why do it feel so right.
If its wrong then why do i not care that i have lost everything.
She's making me choice my niece or you...
How can i do such a thing?
With you im free.
With you im at peace.
You are helping me grow
You are helping me become a better me
The women i want to be.
In the past 3 months i have grown alot.
So how can i choose between the man who makes me happy and supports me in everything i do in life and my niece that i will **** for?
Im not i wont. She can not take this away from me
I need you more then ever right now.
Im trying so hard to stay strong and not lose it
Im trying so hard to be the bigger person here
My niece will understand
She will see how grandma is and sammi did not choose a guy over her just to make grandma happy
For once she will see that sammi chose herself
So im going to warn you im going to apologize now
Im going to get moody
Im going to shut down
Im going to hurt
But dont blame yourself
Dont take it to the heart
This is my choice
I just need you to be here for me
Tell me its okay and it will be okay
Tell me you are here
And you arent going any where