My anxiety boils over
As I lay in my bed
My emotions are shown
On my thighs and arms
As the colour fades
From my skin
I just sit in silence
As my phone goes off
Beside my bed
I stare into space and wonder
How life would be without me
I don't like to waste peoples time
So I sit in silence
I sit and think about self harm
I sit and think about how life would be without me
The moment I imagine it, I fall into a deep dark place