Love is unpredictable.
It can be beautiful.
It can be terrifying.
Giving someone all your heart and trusting them could be the best or worse thing you could ever do.
It could make or break the person you are and the person you will become.
You never know what a person could do to you when you give them all of you.
When you give them all your love and trust, they could ruin you and break you beyond repair.
I know what it's like, and I'm trying with every passing day.
But I get so tired of trying, I get so tired of the pain, I get so tired of hurting.
I always say I've had enough, but when will I really have enough?
I'm afraid to know what will make me cross the line I can never come back from. I'm afraid to love, I always have been.
But here we are, I'm madly in love with someone who may never feel the same way I do.
Who may never see me as more than I am. Why am I here?
What do I do?
I'm scared and I'm terrified.
I feel stuck and lost at the same time.
I don't want to feel this anymore.