i tried but i guess i wasn’t enough.. You did what was good and easy for you but nothing for us. i tried, i prayed, i still do if i’m to be honest That your soil will turn and we can make the harvest. We have to make the harvest. i don’t see survival without it. All i see is a starving man begging to be feed, perhaps begging to be full again. i know i said a Rose was my favorite flower and i didn’t mean that...because a Lily is much more kind...the greatest I ever met