As I sit here drowning it all out Crickets and cycada Breaking the silence The silence of you Your many voices Taken once as a blessing No longer Now I listen for the croaking toad The cars driving by Noises of the city My overactive mind Now at bay When will the day come The day I no longer hear you The day I'm free I'm not with you I never was I don't want this anymore I need solace I need you out of my head