The bus driver sees people as they really are: survivors & corpses going for regular treatment, shadows & lights moving in a tunnel, loved & loveless reflections in a rear view mirror, like him, the sufferers of whole-body vibrations of the potholes & uneven pavements of the road, the sedentary motion breaking their backs until everything is saturated in grief, anger & pain.
In the swing room among the crack of eight ***** and the other drivers sullenly chewing their lunch he writes a history of the young father struggling with a stroller who slips on without paying, the obituary of the white ghost with the 5 o’clock shadow who boards at the hospital, all notes for the melodic line for his sax solo at Johnny’s that night.
His fingers touch the imaginary valves & before the movement is over the road chants for his return. He puts on his blue cap, tucks in his shirt & straighten his pants. The abuse is almost immediate, starting before he can sit and close the door. The engine revs with the melodies of the city & in the harsh notes, he hears the smooth variations that will drive him through the long night ahead & home.