She doesn't deserve the tears that fall from my swollen bloodshot eyes. I don't deserve the overwhelming burning pain I feel in my chest. I wanted so badly so desperately to believe that this time it would be different. I thought she was sincere when she held my hand. What happened to " my heart to you?" We use to spend endless hours together, nothing else mattered. Now it has become a vast empty space, nothing seems to fill this void. Nothing but lies when she spoke of sharing our lives. I hoped it to be true, but here I am standing in a puddle of sorrow feeling lonely and blue. Disappointed in myself for holding on to false hope. She made me believe in her, but all my heart does now is bleed for her. She doesn't deserve the tears that fall from my swollen bloodshot eyes.