Sometimes I love you and it's just Painful Too painful for me to continue For me to fathom what's wrong For me to discern reality from illusions For me to comprehend your lies.
Sometimes I hate you and it just ***** Yeah, I said it. Hating you *****. Because life is a lie, love is a lie, My hate for you is a lie- Or is it the truth? I don't know anymore.
Sometimes I ignore you and it's just Pure Bliss I close my eyes and ignore you I clap my hands over my ears Pretend I don't hear you Pretend I don't see you Pretend I don't feel you Like I did that night Which was sprinkled with stars like Icing Icing on a cupcake.
Sometimes I remember you and it's just Horrifying Two conflicting emotions of deep within battle Fight to seek dominance and reassurance Your love nauseates me and excites me Because I remember drunken words full of poisoned love And I recall your touch that used to heal But now it burns and forever it will hurt It burns and flares greater than any cursed fire.
Sometimes I love you, and hate you Sometimes I ignore you, and remember you And life isn't what it used to be It's no longer a fairytale It holds no dram of mercy And love for you is so conflicting So contradicting, so confusing Like yin and yang or something more Faded lines, blurred lies and tear-streaked whispers...
Sometimes, I think that Me Loving You Isn't that worthwhile anymore.
I honestly don't know how I was inspired to write this... Too many sad stories on fanfiction gone to my head I suppose. Hope you enjoy :) This is the first time I've written a poem with this kind of style. I might be submitting it for a competition :)