A battle within,
one of all sorts,
storming and bubbling,
flaming remorse.

Sweating-
drowning in fear,
my expectation of danger,
naive to what’s clear.

Furious!
A failure, at that-
Convincing myself
my dreams are too fat!?!

Inadequate.
******* away time,
wasting away at life.
Spoiled-

gone bad.

Censored moments to shine.

I am my own worst enemy!
God-
I can’t even befriend me!

Hold me close,
whisper sweetly,
a battle within
raging discreetly.