Slowly in a haze I rise from me Float a little up And there below I lie cold and white In the thick of silence Broken by wails Of the ones who till now I held so dear Loved, hurt, cajoled Living through a dream That this bond would not end But now a different me Not seen not heard But still lingering around Not able to tear off The umbilical cord of Maya Hoping it another nightmare Of the end! When they set the corpse on fire And the ashes fly away in the wind I let go All thatβs below To climb the rainbow!