i honestly thought with you on my side i can write a new book, you promised then why am I back here again! where tears form words on paper emotional ramblings become poems each word describe my bitter sweat pain that inspire my best poems worst nightmares blood cried eyes and no-one cares no-one would look for me if i ran away no-one would cry for me if i died no-one would morn for me i have tried so very hard poured my soul and heart into it but no-one human wants me left outside in the cold wandering, looking for shelter