i'll just wait a few days wait until i finally get courage to gaze gaze deeply into your eyes at night watch them dilate with the lack of light when that time comes i'll constantly fill my lungs i just want the connection that comes with your affection making sure that everything will be okay with my heart blocking my airway my fear of rejection makes me cry i don't want the tears dripping down my thigh i'm screaming in laughter but so nervous to go after