my hearts being pulled-
in many different directions
piece by piece- it breaks

I wonder how I'm staying strong
how I survived for this long
I know that they deserve better
then me
and if that is the way this ends
then let it be

I'm in this battle
It is me vs. me
my heart points me towards something
then my head drags me back
into what might be reality

I can't take much more
my soul is soaring
but my body lays lifeless
on the floor