i.
i only wanted a fix
we both needed each other
helpless and broken
an eternal recurrence
two years and nothing to show for it
a dead end

ii.
i understood
that i could not have you
you never knew
or noticed
or cared
there's more to come but i simply
do not know

iii.
my sweet lullaby
my crutch and my kyrptonite
too young to know
a seedling of doubt and
a well of hope