the alarm clock in my childhood bedroom has always been fast by a minute or 2
every month or so i realign the last digit with Apple's universal truth
and every month it slips out of sync again
it must be off by such a small fraction of a second i tried to calculate it once 0.00001 some-odd something one brick so minimally out of place causing the gradual collapse of a skyscraper
i havent found the energy lately to practice this ritual and today
my old clock is fast by 3 minutes neon green bars flickering silently marching on announcing fates to the unwilling and making rash judgements
there was nothing i planned to do with those 3 minutes and i knew it was justified in its conviction
but i realigned the last digit and watched for 3 minutes the green flickering rhythmically against the black screen climbing minute by minute finalizing again my execution