Do you ever wanna lay there Doing nothing Not eating Or drinking
Just lay there Feeling your lungs slowly respirising Your stomach beginning to grow hungry Your lips starting to dehydrate And your brain slowly stopping
You're just there As your lungs begin to slowly start collapsing Your stomach ***** and shriveled up Your lips dry and thirsty Your brain empty
There you are Looking pale Silently laying there Not a word Not a sound There's nothing to interrupt your peace To interrupt the silence There's nothing at all
You're just laying there as your body slowly rots from the inside out
You're there Gone Nothing left but the stench of your absence
One fly, two fly, five They're slowly attracted to beauty in your flesh
How does it feel wherever you are? Are you in heaven or hell or is there nothing at all? Is there beauty in the silence of it all?
I feel it The desire to do nothing To just lay there in the silence of your mind
To slowly disintegrate into the beauty you left behind within the love you had poured out into the plants you used to water
I want to feel that peace in your soul without the stench Without the bitterness and pain you left behind