Ripping the image of our future together from my thoughts as violently and as brutally as if it were a child being taken from his mothers arms I’m left surrounded in darkness but I refuse to be swallowed by it my loneliness like the night air invisible to the eye obvious to the touch it is cold uncomfortableness yet if I could do it all over again I’d do it in the same skin I’m in to lay down and let love die just stay down and let love lie no, no not I