The heatwave stretches, stopping only in the silent noons Rolling blackouts litter the city like swaths of ash I slip out onto the sidewalk, invisible without the streetlights Baited and untraceable, I steal figs from the neighbor’s tree
I don’t buy groceries these days Instead I eat the figs on my way home not bothering to wash them We’ll return to the dirt anyway, We’re no different from the earth, its fruits, and its flowers
I like to think of them as the forbidden fruit Condemning me in the lifetime and the next My kitchen is full, overflowing with them More ripening in paper bags by the window
I’ve spent the summer reading Cannery Row, a Coney Island of the Mind, I pass the time waiting for my chestnut crown come Autumn But here in California the leaves never wilt, and the shadows never get taller
The neon sign above my building burns into the scorching night I clamber upon the fire escape hoping for a breeze to drift down from the rising hills My placards of paradise fading on the wrought iron But still I soldier on, guileless against the beating sun