Do you want to know why
I write so much poetry about you?
Yeah
Sometimes I wonder too

Maybe it's because I never wanted
To be over you
You neglected me for months
So I forced myself
Out of love
But never really fell
Out of love

Maybe it's because you're my best friend
Or you used to be
Things will never be the same again
As much as I wish
They could be

Maybe it's because you're the first
Love of my life
And you're still so present
It's hard to be around you
And not be in love with you

Maybe it's because I cant move on
The way you are
I don't want to fall in love again
Because I don't want to forget you
But you're trying to
Forget me

So ill keep filling this space
With empty promises
And for-the-nights
I'm not ready for a new lover
Maybe you are
I have no right to care anymore
But I still do

Sometimes I wonder why