it never rained, but it poured.

poured out some alcohol into my cup,
it wasn't red, wasn't that cliche.

I'm taking a vacation from every single bad thought I've ever had about myself.

I'm taking the day to drink and act the way I know I can when I don't think anybody is watching.

so here,
here you go.

here are the raindrops,
that fell on the car while we finished off the last of the thirty pack.

it's been days and it's been a year.

here is the last of the doubts I used to hold so close.

they have left me, and I have found myself.