I'm frustrated, it's a roller coaster of emotion There's no notion for all this commotion In the ocean of my heart, mind, body and soul It's an explosion But this feeling has me confused mentally misused Lost like when Lenell Geter was wrongly accused For a crime he didn't commit but the power was abused But there shouldn't have been an excuse Because I'm annoyed by the one I employed To give me attention but not to mention how they destroyed Me from the inside to see the outcome I wanted to avoid So what happened to the once amazing beginning I enjoyed It was all fun and games til they dethroned me Saw my submissive side now like Mariah Carey I'm sad and lonely Am I a homie, a crony or more than a friend getting played like Sony But you know I'm only 20 soon to be 21 In a couple of months but I'm not having fun I feel like the barrels loaded and your hands wrapped around the gun Am I the predator or the prey, could you be the culprit or am I really just all in one?
This was a way to describe my friend's current feeling so this was off the top as she spoke to me about her problems.