In the light of the you, Darkened the light of you. Paralyzed me! Eyes drowning, But I didn't have you I found me. Every flower died! Just like my eyes it all dried. I've fallen but I picked myself up, The guts spilling my instincts. Watching everything sink. No life jacket just me alone shredding to shore. Alcohol flooding my lungs so I got up for more. I'm doing just fine now. I've fallen with the right crowd. Global crisis never left my world. But I continue to rotate this time with no girl. What else do I need to say? I've always found away. Wouldn't mess up again. I think I was more broken. But now my veins stay closed with my heart open.