i did make the choice, to not go down that road. do you know how it feels to constantly procrastinate your feelings? i put them in the back seat and kept driving. ignoring the warnings lighting up in the corners of my eyes as i pass them. am i waiting for something? i know i am. no-avoiding. i don't think anyone is waiting for me. but then again it is my fault that i am always late.
i turn 21 this year. will i have my first drink before my first kiss? probably.