you speak in song: i am becoming yours, ever since we met
so tell me about it what can i say to make you mine? when you smile it makes me burn i wonder if you noticed our hands are the same i want to look at you until i have you memorised warm and sweet and so piercing when you look at me all the honey in the north can't compare to your eyes brown skin like strong chai and this mountain under the sun
you're driving tonight on a road to the stars and my heart is with you, sitting quiet in your car this is not real
were your eyes on me when i made myself look away? i've been all about you since the first day you chose to stay am i just a sweet but strange child to you? i have lost my mind
if this was real i would drive with you forever along the harshest mountain roads between these trees watching over me by all the ducks, cows, goats, moles and geese in the world you would know we have the same hands i bet you'd taste like smoke and mystery i wonder if you have a girl at home i know you'd love her like the love songs instruct do you speak in song with everyone you love? you are a fleeting 4 day dream i want to forget you gave me an apricot and you made it taste sweet i hope when i looked away you took the chance to look at me
so tell me, is this real? i think i noticed you don't like to be too far from me one time i was counting centimeters; we met at 15 i wonder if your mind has been close to mine all along
now you're on your way home and i hope you're the boy in this poem
you are the girl in my songs, you'd tell me if we were alone you'd tell me you liked hearing the poem baba read to you we'd speak a common language romance, music, and warm cups of tea things only the two of us here seem to know we'd talk about a future on a farm between two high places what do you see when (i think) you look at me? can you read my eyes for all the things i don't speak? please tell me you've been wanting to be mine this whole time
if this is not real i hope you have someone to tell you, you are the boy in the songs you are the biggest sunflower in this yellow field you are the coolest winds in the cold desert you are a steady rock and i am water falling, falling again
you speak in song: you are gone and i won't be hearing from you
but you don't speak a word to me
this is way too long and way too stupid but i want it out of my sight so i'm posting it here without a second thought