I feel the night air like a loss of breath
My chest echoes at the blow
I’m not sure about much anymore
But I know that I loved you
I remember the pain in my chest as if it’s still there
I feel how much I still care as it squeezes and bends my rib cage like an accordion

But I am the beautiful part of my heartbreak
The memory I knew of you will always surpass the person you are today
And all of the things you ever did to me spill out in a long list written in black pen
My sick figure scrawling into a notebook
Sweat drops from my twisted form
My tears pour into the ink

and I release you again

The same way I released you before
The same way I’ll release you again