and so I am again wonderig why The whispers call to me dryly I have finished my bottle of cheap whiskey Why I am bothered now when these plants sit idly Bt Have I, a hard time staring at myself Why I have nothing subtantial to prose though Time Is a scary eye full of what could happen I own nothing. I have earned a place in waste My only skills include Being amicable when pressure mounts Visualizing paradise in the seeds I've found May they learn a ******* lesson