It ***** my blood boiling
I'm being pulled like gravity
To the center of a vacuum
And I understand yet refuse
Is it nearly an impossibility
For nothing to exist
In reality where we insist on symmetry
Even chaos when observed from a perfect the point of view
Defies its very nature revealing it to has a certain predictability
It's predictably chaotic. This is a fact that you thought you didnt all ready know
Do you still think you didnt or now do you know?
Is it a matter of perspective that governs the direction we go
Or has it all been written in stone
I'd like to think I'm as unpredictable as one can get
Although if you didn't know me it wouldn't be obvious to you .
In fact
In this fact based reality I can argue that I think I am consistently right.
Of course now knowing if I wasnt then from you're vantage
That statement wouldnt be true.
I believe it should be noted and I don't mind if I do
Notice the statement I made since I was wrong  about always being right
Then you would have to agree I was right about being wrong about being right
Right now it's all that matters later on doesn't change reality
But some how time can change Accountability
Whether positive or negative everything depends on something
The only thing thing that has ever remained constant is change
It's always an exchange were born to be consumed and doomed to the grave .
Right down to the atom which is where we came
Think about it around the nucleus a proton a neutron and an electron flying around
What set them in motion and what keeps them
There's no such thing as free energy
To be or not to be that is so deep to me
Since I am on the soap box I'll be the one interpreting
To be is not a verb yet one would think it should be
I'll take that back i agree but only to a degree take for example this shot put I have in my hand
I believe it should be true to say it does exist
Although motionless .has not conscious or will
And set apart can do nothing on its own .is it a being
No but it  can only be
It can only exist and by definition
Space by definition is the area where time an matter exist
So it's made of matter and it takes space well then what are we
We be
Or are we being
Alive yes breathing ?
I don't believe that constitutes being
Making an active conscious decision and actively doing what's right in sight of God's eyes and not for any glory or accolades
But simply for the sake of this life is not a right it should be our responsibility to appreciate and reciprocate the love and compassion that if we gave and believe receive
This is the positive side of what matters
What shouldn't unfortunately does  
Anti matter this is the second half to the matrix
It's why  chaos is what it is
it's the opposite what's good and bad
It's the fundamental Equivalent of the negative post on a battery
Without it nothing would exist and everything would exist simultaneously in a static state of reality never knowing for eternity
And speaking of eternity let's talk about infinity
I'll elaborate
When you think infinity
What do you think of.
To have no end ?
Is it reality ?
The end of what precisely?everything?
Well look back
Since there would be no ending then in this symmetrically speaking reality it would have no beginning.
Wouldn't you agree or is it just me and my circular reasoning?