you think you're over it. you think you can live on your own
you're done with them you don't need anyone
but you do
when they direct hate at a general group of people
it doesn't hurt as bad as them directing all their hate at you
you don't know what you're doing. you couldn't do this to save your life. you're wasting time. just leave it be. don't even try, because it isn't going to work.
and you fall back on a support blanket
on people you thought you didn't need on people you thought you were done with
people who will comfort you no, you're good at this. calm down. look, you can do this, maybe try and look from a different perspective. don't listen to them.
people who'll make you feel better what's their username, i'll show them. don't worry, they're just jealous because they don't know how to do that. i'm here for you.
and then you realise. maybe you have to take **** from friends. because you like different things because you think differently
but they're still there for you. like a support blanket to cover you.