Nothing can express how I feel.
No words, no tears, no heartfelt ceremonies.
Nothingness.
That's all it is.
Numb.
All it ever will be.
Sure, there are tears shed,
Sure, there are kind words exchanged
But are they just to pass the time?
To forget and move on?
There's nothing like this.
It isn't like moving away
Or getting a broken heart
This is worse.
More severe.
It's like someone beating you senseless,
Then wondering why you're in pain.
Wondering why you ever cared at all.
There's nothing.
Sure, there's loss
Sure, there's pain
But when it comes down to it all
What's behind the fake smiles,
Everything?
**Nothing.