You need to let it go You can’t keep blaming yourself Something you has no control of it Everyone of us Goes through stuff in our life. But if you lose wife, husband You need to be strong Not just for you But for your own kids They both up in heaven Looking at you right now Do you think They are happy What you odd you turn into People we lost You show them You could be better than before One in life You never give up And stop blaming yourself If God has forgiven you You need to forgive yourself