My skin is itching to feel the sharp coldness run across my once clear skin,
The itching gets stronger everyday no matter how much I ignore it, I don't want to keep doing it but it's the only thing that makes everything clear.

It's an addition I wish I could drop but I don't think I ever will

I just want to be happy for once and not fake it like I have been, maybe one day I won't give into the itch