I guess I'm not quite sure
how addiction grabbed me
I picked it up slow
but it grew so vastly
It started with *****
which turned to puffs
and then powders and pills
both downs and ups
I'd have one in my hand
and two more in my pocket
effects don't matter
I just want to skyrocket
Saying, "Please, take me away
to the places of unknown
Lord, help me escape
these sober feelings I've outgrown"
Cause there's no happy soul
it's been broken to pieces
but the puzzle repairs
each time the **** hits
Now I'm hiding away
from both friends and family
I'll deny it every time
so please stop asking
A boy, once joyous
now fell from grace
peace of mind only comes
from numbing his face
No pride, sheer shame
pure feelings of failure
the thoughts run wild
'Oh, will it all end here?'
Partners in crime
are now long deceased
it's a harsh realization
of succumbing to the beast
See, we're pleading for help and
praying for power
got to rise and prevail
stop trying to cower
Cause there's a want and need
plus strong will to succeed
to turn life around
since devoured by disease
Now I stand here humbled
with apologetic eyes
for my selfish acts
under life self prescribed.