All night long,I have been searching for the way to talk to you.
All I have here is our memoties of the past.
Which is making me traced the past back to where I ever wronged you.
I am realizing each and every day my hellish mistakes of insecurities and fear.
I got to appreciate you for the love you ever showed me for 12 years without losing hope.
I got to accept it if you chose to marry your business.
I also love you more because I know and feel it that I am the ONLY one on your mind still even when you don't pick my calls or reply my message.
I still have that Confidence that if we are made for each other, you will come back to me full of health,life and money.

You are far from me but so close to my ❤️. And I will forever love you.