Its funny.
Its really funny.
How no one notices my struggling until I start literally falling apart at the seems and I am not longer taking care of everyone else around me.
When I start being late for things and falling asleep in the car.
When I can no longer do everything that everyone wants.
That is when people start to notice.
Then they simply want me to be better so that I can start take care of them some more.
And no one wants me to be better to myself simply give them everything that they want.
Isn't it funny.