I have a tendency of opening my tendons, see I tend to write til' tensions take intended words and swallow verse Inside my person I've been riding hearses with infected nurses Spitting curses at these ******' governmental oversights And on these nights, when I can write, and swallow frights I fall in fights and loose my lights and all my rights Til' try I might, my stomach turning tight, but where does it go from here? What do you want to hear? Another I love you? Another I loathe you until' the blood breaks the surface? I'm a lodestone for your negativity, A baby Jesus in a burning nativity scene that screams at the seams when reality bends, breaks and shatters So you can fall back naked on the bed, with a pen in your hand And suffer for every finger that ran across the barren land of your ignorance. I'm not a nice a person, but neither are you And no baby, I ain't attracted to a **** thing about you But what else is new?