I'm at a loss of words.
Seriously traumatic...
I thought I lost courage
All i lost was habit..
If I lost your birth
couldn't  stand it on this planet....
I'd be killing myself
With hurt. And deserving
Of my panic....
I judge but not condemn
Ramblings of a man that...
Compared himself to christ
And juggled compulsory madness
To be saddened
By an evil drop of
Gravity
As challenging as death is
I'd rather do it
Than you abandon me