Perhaps it is just today but
to develop a love for one already loved
as if I have never meet him
as if I see him daily but from a distance
is surely a sign one is lonely

Perhaps it is just today but
to convulse with jealousy towards a past time
as if it has held back my love from me
as if it has numbed our present experiences
is surely a sign one is unstable

Perhaps it is just today but
to confuse my love for two of a different kind
to long for one which is the same but still
to feel guilty for the other
makes me sick to the core
as if I am heart broken and in love
as if I am unfaithful and forever loyal
as if I am losing my mind

Perhaps it is just today
in which case I will keep in my box
avoiding both tormentors until we see
which is the one who fights for me