A helpless cry of total surrender to the Almighty! A prayer: Come to the rescue of a lesser mortal who was promised his protection in the name of surrender. A series of thanks and complains. My innocent childish threats to you Almighty, If you do not heed to my request or prayers, I shall change my god. I already have no faith in love, I have seen this world in bizarre musings. I have one hope left and that is the hope of making it beautiful, if not outside then at least from within. If not for others then at least for my self.