He called me (---)... Now I really don't know what to do. I squeal breathlessly into my hands, Biting the flesh of my lips so hard they begin to drip, With light, iron-tasting blood. I anxiously lick away my nerves, Feeling a burst of joy so uncontained That my body writhes with it, Rise up through my chest.
I can't stand to not be near, I want to pry my way into his head, Hear his private thoughts and replay them in my mind. Obsessively, he's constantly present within me, I can't get away so I start to cry, These tears are those of Elation.
I'm a fool through and through, But I don't regret this love, Eternally grateful for his presence, As I get to witness his perfection. Unquenchable passion overrides, But I can't face him with the will, To pin him down, Stare unabashedly into his eyes, Caress his face and rustle his beard, I don't want to push him further, So it must wither, As the morning arrives.