exactly a year ago, at this very time
your eyes were in contact with mine,
wishing things between us were fine

months before that, when you said,
" best friends forever"
did you know that was a lie?

on this very day, two years ago,
did you expect what we had to be over?

flash forward a year,
did you think you would move on?
did you think i would STILL be depressed?

go back again,
did you think i would HAVE to say goodbye,
only knowing i would miss you even more

i didn't want to say goodbye
it was for you,
for my mom
for my sanity
for the people that were worried

did they know i would suffer?
did they think i would be depressed a year later,
they didn't

i did this for you,
for Haley,
for Sarah,
for my mom,
did you guys think i would be better off?

i wish i could say a complete goodbye,
and get you out of my mind for good,
but life isn't that simple

can't you see, i can't say goodbye